少年鈞全的煩惱Between Waking and Dreaming
企劃│楊錦芳
導演│王瀚德
| 鈞全是高職進修部學生,也是學校衛生隊志工,每天下午五點前要準時到校,趕在上課前先檢查教室環境衛生。對於進修部的學生而言,這個工作吃力不討好,很少人願意做,因此學校老師覺得鈞全這樣的孩子很難得。鈞全讀的是電子科,鈞全實作能力公認很強,他也很喜歡幫助同學。 |
國小竟查出罹患嗜睡症
從小,鈞全就是成績優異的學生,但自從國小升上高年級後,卻開始出現上課睡覺的情況,被罰站也還是睡著,成績一落千丈。偶爾全家出遊,鈞全時常突然消失,找到時總發現他窩在路邊牆角睡覺。爸媽覺得奇怪,去檢查才知道,原來鈞全是罹患嗜睡症。
發病時,鈞全會突然睡著,曾有兩次騎著腳踏車時突然陷入昏睡,因而撞樹、出車禍。因為嗜睡的關係,鈞全有時候人看著是清醒的,但大腦根本還沒開機,事後還會出現記憶斷片。鈞全的主治醫生黃玉書說,很多青少年的嗜睡是來自於情緒障礙。那,造成鈞全憂鬱的壓力源究竟來自於哪裡呢?
家家有本難念的經
鈞全的大哥鈞翔從小在媽媽的耳濡目染下就很愛畫畫,也很會畫畫,是比賽中的常勝軍。但是因為從小到大常被霸凌,讓他過得很不快樂,常常覺得自己沒人愛。
鈞全的媽媽嘉妤是美術老師,因為對工作的熱忱,每天教學行程接近滿檔。鈞全的繼父啟銓是嘉妤以前高中補習班認識的學長,兩人相識多年沒有擦出火花,後來在嘉妤結束上一段婚姻後,兩人才又因緣際會開始熱絡起來。啟銓很愛嘉妤,做任何事都以嘉妤為第一優先考量,他笑說,這個家是為了嘉妤而生。
啟銓本身是理工科畢業,婚前啟銓本來是科技業工程師,跟嘉妤組成家庭後,有感於兩人工作都太過忙碌,孩子沒辦法受到妥善照顧,因此他毅然決然放棄高薪,在家顧小孩。因為鈞全聰明,啟銓對他期望很高。
鈞全的煩惱源自於家人
2021年疫情爆發,也是嘉妤一家最艱困的時期,因為啟銓被診斷出罹患大腸直腸癌第三期。擔心加上壓力,嘉妤只能靠作畫紓解心情。但,嘉妤的身體狀況其實也不太好。
為了讓爸媽喘口氣,鈞全時常會帶阿寶出門運動,消耗體力是第一要務,因此行程相當精實。鈞全的運動細胞很好,向來是阿寶的偶像,因此即使運動量再大,他都逆來順受。或許是哥哥小時候被霸凌的陰影深植在鈞全內心,所以鈞全一直希望阿寶若是有天遇到了,也要有保全自己的能力。不只擔心弟弟,鈞全也很擔心爸媽的身體,簡直操碎了心。
Introduction
At first glance, Hill’s family in New Taipei City seems like any other lively household. But behind the daily bustle, 18-year-old Hill quietly battles a rare sleep disorder that upended his school life and shook his self-confidence. Diagnosed with hypersomnia in elementary school, Hill drifts between waking and dreaming, carrying a silent burden most people never see. His mother, Nini, a dedicated art teacher, and his stepfather, Luke, who gave up a high-paying job to care for the family, work tirelessly to support him, while older brother Peter and young A-bao bring their own energy and challenges to the mix. Yet even in a loving home, healing isn’t always easy—tensions simmer, misunderstandings linger, and emotions sometimes spill over.
In this episode, we meet a family trying to balance care, discipline, and forgiveness as they navigate illness, adolescence, and unspoken wounds from the past. What does it mean to truly let go of hurt while holding onto hope? How do you hold on to reality when sleep slips in without warning? And can love carry you through when the answers aren’t always clear? Let’s dive in and find out!